Using English every day

I'm writing something down here now. Honestly, I'm saying something here. Not writing. This is the level of my English. I can say some simple sentences.

I can't express my thoughts fluently. Why? Because I don't use English frequently. English is one of the on family friends of mine. Unfamiliar. Yes, the correct word is unfamiliar. I read English better than speak in English. I'm good at reading in English. I'm poor in writing and speaking.

It can't stop me from using English every day. I don't learn English. I just use English.