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Running like a snail scrawling today

5km, with around 50 minutes, this is the time I took today for the running. Looking back the accomplishment going through before, around 30 minutes for 5km up, opp, so suck for that. But as the sweat falling down from my forehead, I feel much delighted for what I opt finally, though I am even worried about the hurt that still not get away yet.

2 times inspection, bone scanned , with bunch of western medicine.

2 times inspection, with 2 lots traditional medicine at where I come from.

The knee hurt, yet, not get any better, still bring  lots of pain on me. Oh, very disturbing.

Again and again, doctors told me, no running, no climbing, no fierce sports, but, for a folk extremely loving outside activities, wouldn’t that gonna kill me? At first, I followed doctors’ words, do not dare to do anything, excepting walking, and walking. But more than half years half pass, it still keeps the same situation. How can I do that for ever so long? I need to move on, I need to change the lifestyle I hate. Then it comes the result above, running like a snail scrawling.

Now, doing sports is a little bit dangerous for me due to my injury, I am taking risk doing it. But there is something inside, like strength, fueling me through going outside, pushing me to march to. I cannot stop it. Yet, why shall I stop it, just let it go, following your heart, following what you want to. It’s what I live by, is what I make love to. Just go ahead.