被自己蠢到哭
文｜影儿
昨天被自己蠢到哭！恨不得将自己钉到耻辱墙上。
做错事道歉没有错，将带有薪资信息的简历（CV）发给了其他人的确很不应该，尤其作为一个资深的HR。可是，为啥会蠢到说resign呢？真怀疑自己的头昨天被驴子踢到了。
将自己愚蠢的行为记录在此，牢记自己的过错。
「 Lisa： " I made a big mistake to send the CV with salary out to others, I just want to recall but failed."
Boss：“How can you qualify to be a HR expert in the field for so many year. You just not improving no matter how hard I remind you to think more and don’t let your hand work faster than your brain.”
Lisa：“It is really my first such stupid mistake,I also cannot forgive myself, no excuse"
Boss：“Let me tell you the truth and it is cruel but it is the truth. You are not smart as you think.“
Lisa：“I know, maybe, I'm really so stupid."
Boss：“So, going forward, just remember this and remind yourself every time you send out your work.Hope it can help you improve.“
Lisa：”Never make mistake like this, but done on today, it's my fault, unforgivable"
Boss：“Why you keep making mistake because you think you are smart. So you want to get thing done sooner. Then you didn’t check your work. Since you are not smart, then you keep on making mistakes and apologies.“
Lisa：“ I'm really so apologized. I hate myself. I wanna to resign."
Boss：“Resign is escaped from reality and fooling yourself. I won’t help you make this decision. It is your decision. To me, give me means you don’t trust yourself can improve and overcome the problem. Also, give up yourself. When you know your weak point, you should find way how to cover and improve. I already highlight your problem. Regretfully, you didn’t take the notice. Read your work is not reading the word, read the meaning, read the content. I have told you everything you need to improve. Disgust it yourself. "
Lisa:"I am always high appreciated that you can point out my weakness and give me chance to improve.That's why I feel so apologized when I made mistake, and I really disgust myself when I make folly mistake.」
再次将昨天的微信聊天记录看了一遍，脸红到脖子，羞愧难当，真是不懂昨天的自己，不懂那么愚蠢的行为竟然是自己的作为。
上司算是我贵人中的一个，一直都很感激他在我最迷茫的时候给予的帮助，也一直能严苛地要求我，让我一直不敢松懈。
只希望接下来的日子，能够不辜负他，也不辜负自己。
