Daily diary — 30th May

    My hands , my hands , I just want to chop off my hands , I play Witcher 1 again . Since I bought the game in Steam months ago , I only played the first chapter and haven’t known the complete content . There are some link among Witcher 1 , Witcher 2 and Witcher 3 . All the game stories happened after the Witcher book story . I have read the books and played the Witcher 3 , so I want to know what happened in the first Witcher game . Though the operating system is very uncomfortable for those who have been accustomed to the counterpart in Witcher 3 , I orient myself to it in a short time . Compared with the character models in 3 , the characters in 1  are ugly and mechanical in movement. All these disadvantages could be ignored because I just want to know the whole storyline of Witcher 1 .

    My abdominal muscles are still sheltered by my thick fat . It looks awful . I did 2 groups of physical exercise today , each group consisted of 30 push-ups , 30 deep squats , 30 dumbbell rows and 10 kneeling abdominal wheels. It’s a pity that I can’t run at least 3 kilometers to do some cardio exercise anymore ，for there is no suitable runway nearby . I am not a professional bodybuilder . These are enough for me . I believe that I will be a fatso after I start my formal work . All the “hobbies” are temporary things and most of my time will be spent on my daily work .

    It’s hard for me to calm down and study something carefully now . I am adjusting my mind . There are too many things I want to learn and master . Then I can not focus on one thing and my time is limited everyday . Sometimes I am extremely brash and even want to be a omniscient person . My momentum and courage come from the past experiences when I was a student at school I could be good at all the subjects . What I must realize is that the knowledges in middle school and high school are simple and superficial . That I got an A didn’t mean I have known all content of the subject . Be modest and not be arrogant . So I adore Leonardo da Vinci for he is a generalist. He is a master in all subjects . How amazing a person he is ! Though I am only a common guy with the same common intelligence and common ability , I want to be such a handsome and seductive man someday . I am too greedy , I know . I will fail , I know too .

    Life is short , study is long .

    To learn , to understand , to ponder , to question , to challenge , to practice and verify , to knock down the south wall , then you must gain something , something that maybe even can’t be described .

    That’s the significance of our short life .