佛教寺庙比beach好多了！断经都几次了，还绽放！-H&H 52
2020-02-14
一个人跳舞的感觉如何，就是很好啊，昨晚喝完lime water准备回去，上海B叫住我，她和（老公）朋友Daniel在喝酒，说是喜欢party，喝酒，吃海鲜，睡觉的人，我一听就彻底放弃他们啦，但音乐不错我就说跳舞吧，B陪我一小会就说要喝酒去，老公去了马来西亚，她认为呆在国外不是家，想家一定冒风险也要回去，安心！我听过几个人这么说，一定要回国才安心，我完全没有同感，在这就挺安心的，她老公和Daniel 都是高中老师，竟然party到凌晨的货色，说是mirissa每天都party，我都动心啦，好在今天kingfisher也会有乐队，还是按兵不动吧。晚上只半夜醒来一次，还OK，Sharon说自己半夜醒是断经现象，我说，都断好几次了！谁想到，中年墙内开花如此旺盛，每天都是wet！
看到J之前西班牙录像，身材真棒，从来没想到自己会找一个如此让人垂涎欲滴的男人，心里想谁给他录像也是像我这样主动提供辅助的女人吧，因为他要录movement on beach，我说可以帮助，啥时我成了如此主动服务意识强的小女子？之前想过love once before die, maybe this is IT, or not, never mind, just expereince it!
Vipa想到的都是J，瑜伽不错，身材也很棒，果然不担心体重了，开始胡思幻想。所以人都是自找麻烦，不为此多心，也会为公司多想，没啥区别。
决定beach hop in！所以吃了gorgeous hopper classic， which is best, double espresso，我很留意不会发给J我的各种活动，但突然想到他提到我们在Leon concert见到过，我看了自己video，果然有他，当时是否留意到？应该只是general feeling there are a few hippies typical in the room! that is it. 但第一次见到他，就有好感！
约了司机，到了才意识到是那个带我去galle的stressful man，不停让我看meters，因为我和他讲价钱，anyhow，他也知道我的colombo司机10K没有show up，感情他们所有司机都通气哦！
他建议我去turtle farm和lagoon，明知道都是拿回扣，我对于farming turtle没兴趣，就勉强去了lagoon，一看心也凉了，真是无聊，但不好意思拒绝尤其知道是他们生意，就上了船，cinnamon知道是树茎干，看到一个巨大的蜥蜴，其他就没啥了，看到两只猴子，好吧！5000rp，真够贵的，估计司机拿够了，因为出来就把我转给另一个老实一些司机，也好，我有三个beach一定要去的，ahangama，瑞典推荐，mirissa，polhena 德国人推荐，都去了，ahangama就是surfing，和之前奥地利女孩le point surf在一起，一群cool男女，我认为自己可以放弃surfing，mirissa下去走了一圈，海边有个土包，可以上去，ins照片地方被圈起来，没法照，几个中餐厅可见生意地点啊！去了polhena，说是可以看到turtle，就把包留给警察，换了swim suit，一打眼看到两个人远处snorkelling，估计OK，游泳过去，就是shalow water，一个巨大turgle，颜色很美，头颅各种颜色，看起来很人性，围着他她围着我，呆了一会，我还是有些胆怯，因为她的头看起来和蛇很相近，不敢离太近，担心咬我，心满意足走！突然决定去matara temple in the sea，加钱200，也值，结果不值，因为在重建中，啥也没有，就是一个书生气人和我聊coronavirus talk 60% can be affected WHO? Technician！我和他说一切都在控制中，还是免疫力重要，政府绝对高效等等，temple need donation a lot!
Driver stressed send me away！he might go back getting commission back
5000 lagoon disaster
反倒是rock temple是今天highlight，2.32到了，都是巨大石头，寺庙建在缝隙里，我到处走，看到cobra sign stop，估计修行地方，聚集眼镜蛇也正常，我就不要冒险吧。
3点回来，热带水果大餐，mango超级好吃，avarcado很水，和美国一样，5+1香蕉，一个大mango，满满的，工作发下周课程内容，我会坚持，正如和james说的，经历过一次OK，知道可以做，以后不会回国教课，我的梦想在瑞士！
期待James感觉和当年xiaoyu一样感觉，都非常；physical，why not！
我非常聪明的为手机充值啦，200rp，cool！
James 电话对bangalore接待很满意，尤其是好吃的dosha，简直在他看来就是世界第一，描绘绘声绘色，我也提了turtle，lizard和jelly fish bites，他问我“ are u in commercial place?”
Lin: Yes in cafe restaurant and beach.我以为他要做啥improper gesture
J: “can u go to surf shop to buy a surf shorts for me I did not bring mine and surfing shorts are special one so u do not lose it when surfing”
Lin: "U want to surf? I went to a few village beach here it is not for surfing but swimming! I saw these surfing school with yongsters in their 20's biking and carrying surf board very cool! But it is not everywhere u can surf u need find partiuclar spot for surfing! Are u into it? I am cutting down things to do surfing is not for me but maybe u can blend in. it is better when we meet we look around the shorts together."
我其实满嘴胡说八道心里不知道啥滋味，我call,.why he thinks I should buy this for him and did I do enough by now with retreat! All the worries coming true he does think I can be the woman to pay for all? I am not taking this shit! With all these thoughts in mind I am talking nonsense!
He does not appear normal either and a bit strange: "no I just want to do three things writing spending time with u and swim in ocean! No I do not want to surf I learned the time I feel good but it is quite physical demanding! Happy venentine's day！yes I see the date and thought about it!''
Lin：I am surprised u even mention it look around I am only one here enjoying my ice cream and all others couples which I am ok with it!
anyhow we talk about what he is going to talk about yoga as oneness tomorrow and related to human greed, I said" good topic, make sure u can share some info, human greed is a good topic!" I was thinking u know what, it might be the case as yogi we talked about it but we do not practice yoga in real life, which is even worse, I need find out.
It turns out a good night sleep, I do not miss him anymore. It will be an easy decision. I was thinking of Ray and Dominique, they all realistic business men but they do not want to take advantage of me or need not, but I am not into them. Never date anybody so poor which is a good lesson, either make pieces into peace, or break my peace into pieces, either way it is fun to experience it.
I tried to connect with whale watching, realizing the logistic is quite something, one hour drive to Mirissa, which I am heading to south anyhow, let us see.
