Maybe not maybe

There are some things I haven't considered clearly

I just don't want to live a life of low quality

There are a lot of garbage people in life

I don't want to care too much

It's hard for me to convince myself

To be honest, I can't find a reason to insist

I know I made a wrong decision

It's just that it doesn't make any sense

Sometimes I reflect

What kind of life is what I want

I'm too hard on myself

Life is short，is it meaningful for me to do this

I have been unable to give up, but I have given up for a long time

I didn't regret my own decision

I just don't think it's worth it for myself

Maybe I lost myself