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2023-8-6 Sunday  cloudy to heavy rain

Recently, because the work is a little stable, I have no sense of crisis, people have become a little lazy up, several plans that have been insisted on before have been stranded, which is very wrong. It is also because of this habit of three days of fishing and two days of drying nets that my achievements are limited to this, the fundamental reason is the problem of lust, warm thought of lust, which seems to be a common disease of all ordinary people, do not understand the safety of danger, use spare time to improve themselves. Zhang Siyu and Xu Min are both excellent, kind and lovely girls, which is why I yearn for and miss them. They are in line with my imagination of justice and death in my heart. Both girls are girls I am willing to pay my life to protect. I do not know why I often have those lewd thoughts about them, which will also affect my daily work and study.

Continuing with the previous plan, write down the things to do each day in a planner. This way, there is a clear focus on what needs to be done each day and having goals helps prevent confusion and wandering thoughts. Create learning plans for work, continuous English study, writing, and calligraphy practice. Prioritize daily tasks based on their importance and then proceed to complete them. After a tiring day of work, remember to have a cup of coffee upon returning home. Sometimes coffee may not be effective anymore due to exhaustion; in that case, take a short break for about ten minutes before continuing with the remaining days' study plans.

It seems that completing those books is a mission I must fulfill, so I need to coordinate my time and set aside some time every day for writing. Some plans don't require much time to complete, such as calligraphy and memorizing vocabulary, both of which must be persisted in.