无可救药浪漫症患者
Will love stops one day
The next day you woke up
And it’s gone
You wondering if it’s ever been there
You ask, how many times you would fall for this
What’s the great one feels like
Is there a pattern or it just only happen once for each
Would you stop looking if you have one
What is that sounds like, feels like, touches like, tastes like and what is that made of
That five chemical elements create the illusion
Is love talking to you or it’s just you mumbling
You wish there will be two
But you know it’s been you, only you from the beginning to the end
You heard it a million times
That people say the love they found
How special they are
How rare and how lucky
that they wish it could last forever
But you see
it might be a nice packed lie
just one good fantasy that everyone wish to have but no one ever had
Because its the only way to cover the real version
It all starts with some little things
Quietly it approaches
You might find yourself being weird
you start wondering
How is that a witch
Taught you into some stupid mad move that you never dare
Turned you into someone else
Makes you obsess
Gets you weak
you won’t believe who she friend with
Jealousy and Ambiguity
She won’t let you find out the truth
It simply mess up with your brain
Makes you a blinded moron
she whispered to you
Fool you around
And you let that happen
Because
How can something feels so good can be dangerous
Until one day
You realize it’s nothing special at all
You carry on walking, keep on breathing
Everything remains still but everything is different
that piece she took away from you
You aren’t you anymore
And there’s nothing you can do about it
The chase
That wanting
The fire burning in your stomach
It bites you
Makes you feel useless and hate yourself
You’re hopeless
you give up
Turn yourself in
let a stranger break the strings on your heart
And all you can pray is for one glimpse
the question is
Will you find it though
Or said another way
Will it comes to you
Where would you put it
And how would you keep it