Ash

August 14th

My daughter ‘s fall

Plus somebody’s yelling

Plus someone’s message

Equal to winterfell

I dropped in a hole

Where I was landing, I didn’t know

Something tied my throat

I could not breathe or shout

Here I ask God

After all I did

Did I deserve to be cursed

Time after time

Must I be tested

If he looked into my eyes

There was some faith

Once I believed

Tomorrow I would be free

Please can anybody tell me

If life meant torturing

How I could let it stop

Or not let it be

I kneeled on the mud

Searched in everything I saw

If I could find a sword

I would easily make a road

Guess I wasn’t strong enough

Bled badly on my map

Struggling but no regret

I didn’t want to give up

Okay, take it easy

Think, and thank

Without you, where would I be

Without them, where would we be

Together, with the smoothy wind

It was my shaking heart

Air dry, vanished as ash

Nobody, nowhere, nothing