2019-1-1

24岁的第一天，越成长越孤独，从大学毕业到脱离原生家庭，逐步摆脱对兄长和母亲的依赖。独自一人面对社会压力的同时，还要忍受着巨大的精神折磨，对未来一人面对生存的恐惧时刻刻在折磨着我，随时都可以将我撕裂。

以后的路要一步一步走，饭要一口一口吃。现在只剩自己一个人了。

不要贪图小便宜，一切事物都在暗中标好了价格。

男人，永远不要让别人知道你是怎么想的。

什么叫做男人，就是被逼迫做不愿意的事情，成为不愿成为的人。

On the first day of my 24th birthday, I grew up more and more lonely. I graduated from college and separated from my family of origin. I gradually got rid of my dependence on my brother and mother. Alone in the face of social pressure at the same time, but also to endure great mental torture, fear of the future of a person in the face of survival moment engraved on the torture of me, I can tear at any time. After the road to step by step, to eat a mouthful of rice. Now I'm all alone.

What is a man when he is forced to do what he does not want to do and become what he does not want to be.