To all the boys I've loved - not

peacoat

puffy coat

brat: 顽童

We had our heads bent over my page, so close I could smell the soap he’d used that morning. Irish Spring.

For a split second I thought it was me.

tan：黝黑色

 it still gave me a little pinch in my heart.

shush使安静

I know because I sprained my ankle once by the old baseball field and he piggybacked me all the way home

freckles 雀斑

dimple 酒窝

 flibbertigibbet 不负责任的人

spool 缠绕

ruefully 可怜地

skittish driver 

You’ll never get better at driving if you don’t just suck it up and do it

I scream my head off. I taste copper in my mouth

furrow 皱纹