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I have a lot dreams recently, and you were not in any of them. 

I don't know how can I state clearly how much I miss you. I just wish that you were here.

I always image your smile, your eyes and your fingers wandering on my skin.  I miss your breath though I‘ve never feel it. I miss your brance though it neveer happened. How will you emerge from this dim cold world? 

I can't stop my thoughts that I fell like a emotional trash myself. I'm weak and I'm clearly aware of it. Despite all of  above, would you still like me? Would you gently pet my head and tell me everything is okay? If you really meet me, will you despise me? Will you reject to hold me? Are you going to call me youe dearest sister?

You're so perfect and you know that, the only weakness of you is that you're  not exsiting in reality. You have no substence, no body, no temperature. And that's my biggest regret in my recent life.

Come, come to me my dear brother, come to visit me and console my soul.