One more attempt
Learning English is important for me, so besides writing english notes, i added speaking plan to improve it . What I will do is that trying to record five minutes english speaking and publish it on social platforms.
My target is talk with foreigner fluently in English no matter what kind of accent. If get that,even though facing with losing my job in downward economic environment, more skills can protect me suit new situation.and when check and do my plan everyday, I won’t be caught by anxiety ,just enjoy my improvement everyday. Maybe anxious emotion will become happy about how wonderful tiny result I have made.
I will follow my heart and keep my target as principal to enjoy my time.Just do it no matter who deny it,nobody can stop my step except myself. To learn English well is not a easy thing,listening,reading,speaking need improve,each ability will help another,if do so many hardworking,maybe I can reach my goal that I can talk with foreign colleagues fluently.
Just try it, and then check the quality of output weekly and monthly,if so, i believe,3 months later,i can receive stronger me,that is more confident me who can face with any situation in work and life.