无题，在交大（1）

无题，在交大（1）

今天很感恩，连食堂阿姨都能记住我喜欢吃的是那几样

有时候会莫名惆怅，但又迅速自我治愈。活着还是挺美好的。

阿姨经常留我吃饭，我实在有点不好意思。知道我不吃鸡，炖的汤 变成了 猪蹄汤，花蛤蜊鸭汤等；知道我吃简单的，经常都做家常菜，厨艺很好，色彩搭配、营养搭配很好。每次上课都怕我累着，拿一大堆东西给我吃。非常感恩，不矫情，心窝暖。虽然我谨记奶奶的教诲 和 该有的礼节 而通常会表现得比较拘谨和“礼貌”，虽然我不怎么吃 但还是很感动。

有时会默念“人生不如一行波德莱尔的诗”，但各有各的美。世界对我这么好，我应该与这个世界的温暖相拥。

Selina宣布离婚，虽然不怎么关注，但也借此了解了她和阿中的故事。有人说他们经得起风雨火吻之恋，却经不起生活平淡磨练。也许看别人的故事，总是无关痛痒。切身之痛，也只有他们自己最懂。selina有首歌歌词是“感情会走，感动没走”

木心说“以前很慢，一生只够爱一个人”

大四最后一个学期，很多时候情绪随着时间逼近而略微起伏。考研切线陆续出来了，有人欢喜有人愁这是必然的。

人生有很多路 各有各的精彩。虽然我有时觉得继续读书 很美好 但我来不及了。

最后以一首诗结束：

The Road Not Taken ——by Robert Frost

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler,long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other,as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh,I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood,and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.