疑

疑

我有这么喜欢音乐吗

当弓在弦上游移

如同一只手抚摸在饥渴的皮肤上。

我有这么喜欢诗歌吗

当一个个字符如刺绣落在纸笺上

如同纹着身

痛并快乐着。

我有这么喜欢自己吗

当发现了那失落的一半

便要想方设法去合璧。

我有那么爱别人吗

还是因为爱自己

才有了爱别人的能力。

I wonder

Am I fond of music so much

that when the bow is cruising the string

as if a hand touching on my thirsty skin.

Am I fond of poem so much

that when one another word embroiders on the paper

as if I being tattooed joyful with pain.

Am I fond of myself so much

that when I find the lost half

always try to get it whole.

Do I love others so much

just for loving myself so much

that could me love the other.

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2017/12/31于福州

拍摄于厦门南普陀