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Essay 1

school teasing

I was the victim of school teasing. School teasing takes in multiple forms.One may be faced with violence from others. But one may also encounter oral violence and mental abuse. The former one is obvious, comparing with the insidious latter one. Upbringing is a factor but there is no excuse for campus violence. Violence is always been hated by most while many stand aside or keep silence when confronted with such situation.

A victim is blocked in an isolated island where little help can be sought for. I remember when I was in the university which is far away from my home, the others turn a deaf ear to me and chilled out without me. I was poor and not good at socializing. Someone has what others like to chase after. I was close with one roommate and someone envied it. It is about dormitory politics. They got up very late, which is fine. But I had to study because I was poor. They criticized me and were mean to me. One said I made the bed shake when I climbed down the bed, waking her up. One said the sound of turning pages was noisy. When going to the KTV together, They clustered together, leaving me alone. Those are just the very beginning of the whole calamity. Words are pale to express all of that, not to mention I had to endure it everyday.

I think I ought to learn from that.

I read some books and I knew what humanity is, including the shadowy part of it. 

Education did not come to rescue me and I lost ten years of youth. All I have to do is self-liberation. Hatred once dominated my mind but I know I am always kind. Kindness is my belief. The education is a failure, leaving some people in a disordered miniature world. I lost the belief of trust, integrity, diversity and fairness and was saturated with narrowness and harmful wits. The insecurity of finding nowhere to escape stabbed me deeply and heavily. 

(to be continued...)