That's my first failure.

I'm not surprised that I was rejected by the editor, but I can't deny that I'm still a little upset. After all, it was my first article, and I did put my something in it. Actually it was just a step of my plan. I do want to be a writer even an author who can express my ideas before  the public. Also I enjoy the feeling that so many people admire my words, it's something about dream not ambition.

Although I got a frustration, I should make it count as well as I did get something. For example, when I looked through an editor's website, I found something that was written in her personal homepage, read a good writer should write at least 1000 Chinese characters every day.  Only when I saw them, did I feel balanced within my heart. And every effort spared to what you want to do is desired and worthwhile. As for me, I weight my passion too much and I still have a long way to go.

Also the idea of being a writer is too casual, I mean which is not serious enough. Since I decided to study abroad, what I should do most presently is to practice my English and put them in real life.

As for my writing dream, I should write when I really want to express something, which can be considered as serious enough, I think.

However, you know, people are weird that on the one hand, they don't want to be exposed to other people, on the other hand, everyone is seeking for others' attention. I have no idea.

Actually I don't know which one I prefer, writing itself or writing something significant,  I will keep it up anyhow.

--To be continued--

                                                                                                                             By Corgi's short legs