2018-12-26

i need to calm dowm and move anything on my mind. then i would sleep well.

so don't talk to me tonight ,just leave me alone.

because i can't control my heart, my mind,they don't belong to me when they go outside.

i had a communication with siwen last time, she asked me how to keep your own mind and. in meditation(deep thought), i thought it's a so easy that we don't need to pay attention to it, haha

i really don't know what i said above all, just want to try something. and i am moved by myself.