The two important experiences in

Yesterday I had showed one of the important experiences of me, and today I will continue to show the second one. 

The teachers who with geographical discrimination and disrespected for students' views in my undergraduate college, and the environment which was full of jealous in my first job gave me a lot of negative effects. I had a lot of ideas, but for a variety of reasons I could not express. Unconsciously, I become less confident.

Something had changed when I began to take the in-service graduate courses in RenMin University. Teachers there with more broad field of vision, I can learn a lot of new ideas and I can also state my thoughts clearly and with conviction. Even though I should get up early to go to school on weekends, I was always full of passions.

Before graduated, we need to finish our graduate thesis. I chose a advisor which I liked and sent her a e-mail in order to ask her to guide me on my thesis. She said "yes" with a  unfriendly attitude. I tried my best to write the review and outline, but responed by her critisized with no suggestions. I made a modification, she still critisize me and said if I still don't know how to write then let me change another advisor. I spent five month to do this, and she didn't give me any help, except leting me change another advisor. I was so sad that I wanted to give up at that time. After reorient myself, I decided to change another advisor and another topic.

I was very luck, my new advisor helped me a lot, not only on my thesis, but also on my realm of spirit. When I  faced opposition in thesis proposal, she gave me a lot of confidence. She told me that she could see that I am a clever and hardworking student, but a little lack of confidence. I was the first one to write this topic in law college and I had done my best, so I should believe in myself. She also suggested me that being more confidence, thinking of myself as a expert in this field and expressing my opinions in a generous decent way when I attend  the defense of graduation thesis.

I was cheered up a lot by my advisor, I still remerber what she said to me: be more confidence, and at last I won the final defense. This was the greatest achievement that I never had, because I get a fundamentally change from this experience. From then on, I have more courage to do what I like, more courage to communicate with others, more courage to overcome difficulties, and more courage to pursue a better life.