078- Limitations Makes Perfect

Love is  the only thing that a human needs to do in the world. Yet, love is not easy. The primary thing is to face the facts.

Life suffering. Besides, life is a game. It has rules. Observe the rules , or you'll be kicked out. The rules are limitations. The thing is, it's hard to figure out what are limitations.

My time, my energy, my patience, my love, all of these, are limited. If my mind were occupied with work, chores, I hardly have patience for child. Because I'm tired.

Another fact is that I finally learn this  in usual life, day by day, year in and year out. It's such a long, long journey. I finally learn to be lenient to myself.

I have to spend years to understand that I'm just one of the mediocre, I can't do everything very well, that I can't avoid life, despite death. I want to get them craved into my bones, roaring in my veins. It needs much time. I accept it. Changing is slower than expected.