Failed, again...

Yep, I failed, the third time.

I said that I would accept that, yet I am not right now. It just sucks. Why I keep failing all this time? Still with no luck huh?

I don't want to work in my current company anymore. Why can't I leave? I've been trying hard to interview the new ones, and the last time, I did try my best to. Before sending out my resume, I spent so much time on it because I have to make sure that  the HR would invite me to the interview once he/she found my resume on the Internet. And after five days' waiting, anxiously, during which I was busy preparing for the interview data, finally, I got the call from the HR. Then it took me the whole Chiming holiday to work hard on my preparation still.

The time when I finished the interview, I felt totally exhausted like I had never been before. I even waited nearly two hours before I got started my interview! From 9 am to 11:58, it felt like a lifetime for me.

However, I got nothing in reward. It's been a week after I interviewed there , no calls, no emails, nothing...

I just failed, again. But, how I wish I could get that job! It is a dream job for me!

Life susks. I suck...

Maybe I just do not have that luck to have it. It hurts...

Failed, again...