2021.10.22

        Anxiety and depression

                      焦虑和抑郁

Having anxiety and depression.

焦虑和抑郁

Is like beings scared and tired at the same time.

那种感觉就像同时又累又害怕

It's the fear of failure.

害怕失败

But no urge to be productive.

但不急于去努力

It's wanting friends.

想要朋友

But hate socialising.

但讨厌社交

It's wanting to be alone.

想要独处

But not wanting to be lonely.

但又不想孤独

It's feeling everything at once.

能同时感受一切

Then feeling paralysing numb.

然后一切的感受都变得麻木