2019

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i feel no pressure on me ，i have been out of work for 7 month ,i stayed at home learn java by internet. i didn't know whether my skill level can matching a junior java developer job（meet the need of ）. i want get a job ,i want earn a lot of money ,i want a plain sailing life.
9月
the man siiting opposite from me is cheating in written examination，i feel like that i was a idiot 。and my workmate tell me that cheating in exam was permmited tacitly，
10月
on september 30th night ，we couple and a classmate attend a wedding of my college roommate, and this is my first time to go to shanxi province and drive at midnight ,my planning of taking a nap before departure was not implement , i had to drink coffee to keep me stay awake

12月

1. 人们一直在换工作，我就是想找个符合自己技能树的工作，起码不要那么耗费情绪。
2. 当然，人更不应该被一些自认为的条条框框限制死，还是要拥抱无限的可能性，这样才能衍生出其他的技能树
3. 对待身边的亲人，还是应该向对待客户一样，让他们感觉到温暖。虽然现在我时常感觉到人们的情绪及感情，但是无奈话术储备太少，我发现我媳妇儿是天生的会拍马屁，他能说出那些话是发自内心的。但是我没有，我还没法在凭空夸人，主要还是感情不够丰富。
   应该多看看电影，做做笔记
4. 今天有定下了2020年的计划吧，反正希望明年能过的更好～～