Never mind, I will find someone

没关系，我会找到自己的真命

After so many pains , sorrows and tears that i have been suffered.I'm still have a hope for future,I still believe that it will heal anyway.I will be better, and life will be better, because i will find someone like you.It not mean that i can't put down you.I mean you were the one that i want to spend my rest life to be with ,no matter how the life will be, no matter it's good or bad ,maybe there still has so many problems on the way to wait for us, but we will be together to face it, we are relay on each other to get thought the hard times in the life，and we never try to give up each other anymore, because we are the one to be hoary head. it's just the strong feeling that you have give to me to be together, i will find someone like you, who will give the some strong feeling to me, and at that time i won't ruin it up anymore, i will strongly catch it with no hesitation，and treature for it.

经历了这么多的伤害、难过和眼泪，我依然还对未来抱有希望，我依然相信所有的伤痛都会好起来的。我会变得更好，生活也会变得更好，因为我一定会再找到那个像你一样的人。这不代表我放不下了你。我的意思是，你曾经是那个让我想一起度过余生的的人，无论以后的生活是好还是坏，或许未来依然有一大堆问题在哪里等着我们，但是我们在一起，我们一起去面对，我们依靠彼此一起度过那些艰难的时刻，我们再也不说放弃了，因为我们是要一起白头的人。就是这种你给我强烈的要在一起的感觉，我会找到那个再次给我这样感觉的人，让我认定的人，那个时候，我不再犹豫，不再毁了它，我会毫不犹豫的紧紧的抓住他，珍惜他，但是我需要的两个人都是这样的想法，如果你不愿意，我便不再强求。

I really loved you, i'm sorry i don't tell you before, and it's to later to say it.That's why i'm sad now.I have to learned to accept the fact that you are gone.i have to learn to be gentle to all the things that been happened in the life ,not blame someone or yell to the one i care about, not get to deep in it, not keep hurting the people around me. I'm so selfish, i want you to be sad like me when bad things happended. i don't know that life is always hard，i don't know that sometimes it have to be myself to face the things that bother me. Everybody is struggling onwards with great burden, not only me. We can't always share the burden that we are carry on, we just give each the courage and faith to go on, we keep us company that we don't feel lonely.That's what lovers should do, not like before.That is not love.

我真的爱过你，我很抱歉以前我没有对你表达，我知道都已经太晚了。这也是我为什么现在很难过，我必须接受你已经走远的事实，我知道我无法再感动一个心已死的人。我必须得需要温柔的面对生活中的所有琐事，而不是一味的责备别人，或者对自己很在乎的人大吼大叫，不会让自己陷入这些烦事里面，不会老是一直去伤害自己身边的人。我太自私了，我以前想你也像我一样悲伤当不好的事发生的时候。我不知道有时候只有自己去面对那些烦恼自己的事，每个人都在负重前行，不只是我。我们不能老是去分担别人的重量。我们能做的就是陪伴，给彼此勇气和信念去前行，让我们不再在这苦难的生活中感到孤单。这才是恋人应该要做的，不是像之前那样，那不是爱情。我不再打扰你的生活，让你陷入困境，因为我们都一样，要自己去消化，自己去解决，没有人帮的了。自己做好该做，其他的就看天意了，没法强求，各自有各自的命运。

what love is? I really don't know, maybe someday it will come to me ,or i will find it. i just know if i miss it, it can only mean that not the one, not my boy, not my lover ,not my destiny.And it just past away.I can't keep to live in the shadow, i can't keep to be regret for the past, i can't keep wait for you to turn back. I can be a better person.

到底什么才是爱情？我也不知道，或许未来的某一天它总会姗姗迟来，或许我也会找到它。但是如果那些错过的人，错过的感情，只能说明他不是对的人，不是我的命运。所有的都过去了，我不能老是站在阴影里面，我不能老是对过去感到遗憾，我不能一直在原地等你回心转意。我值得变成更好的人，我可以做的更好。

Somehow, even i still nostalgia for you, but i have to walk out and move on, not mean i force myselt to do, just like grow up, you don't have a choice but on the way.every one nostalgia for beautiful times in the life, everyone want to be a child forever.but you can't stand in the place forever, that how life is, life is always learn to say goodbye even you don't want. the happiness and the unhappiness memories are still a part of you life, they never gone, they are the wealth of you, you don't need to throw it away because you can't do it.so don't waste time, enjoy the moments, everything gonna been fine.Sadness will past like a clouds.

无论怎样，就算我现在依然对你还有留恋，但是我都会向前走，不是我强迫自己去做，就像长大一样，别无选择只能上路。每个人都会对美好的时光留恋，每个人都想永远的像个孩子，但是你不能总是站在原地。这就是生活，当有人要离开，你总会要去学着说再见，尽管你多么不情愿。所有的快乐和不快乐的的记忆依然是你生命的一部分，它们从未离开，它们将是你的宝贵财富。没有必要试图扔了它们，因为你也做不到。不要浪费时间，享受当下的时光，一切都会好起来的。悲伤终究会像一阵烟云，过往不见。好事不会从天而降，幸福需要争取和付出，这样你才会感到踏实，因为你的努力将配得上到来的好运。

All will past away.Life can't alway be so hard, you can't alway be so down.have a hope for it.Maybe lucky is down the corner, you can't get it unless you move on.

一切都会过去了。生活不会总是这样苦难，我也不能永远这样沉落，自怨自艾。再有一点希望，也许那个真命就在下个角落等我到来，但是我必须前进才能遇见。