Day 32: Where is my potential

Many years ago, when I came to this city I never thought I can be an office lady working in a fancy office and talk to people in English naturally. I'm keeping moving out of my comfort zone and exploring my potential. I will be the version of myself and be better day by day.

My English is so poor that I just like a deaf. I am a chicken that very hard to communicate with others. I am lack confidence and can defeat myself. So my working career starting point just to be an Asian restaurant's waitress. I was so shy at that time and most of my talking time just be with the dish washes sister at the backside of the restaurant. Because she speaks mandarin. 

Living in an English speaking country,  now I know how bad my English it was In the past. After so many years of tried and failed, Luckily, I didn't give myself up. I am still keeping tried again. I think the biggest motivation is I don't want to just let it go. I catch every chance I can have to try and practise. I still remembered so clearly that when I did the interview with the local agent or the company recruiter, how awkward I was. I cannot pronounce the word correctly and find a proper word to explain my job description...Anyway, now my job title is not an officer or administrator anymore.

There are three benefits and experience I earned in the past as below:

Even the failure moment will make me very upset, it doesn't mean I cannot grow and be better. So I should not lose my confidence to keep learning and growing.

When I applied for my current role, no one can think I will get the offer. It seems not that many Chinese people engage in this industry. I finally got it which mean do not look down upon ourselves. If you want to achieve something and put enough effort into it, you may get through.

There is hope and there is the will. A people's potential is infinity. Should not block the possibility by ourselves. Always think about how to achieve the goal and how to do it better are the important things.

Then we just back to the beginning. Set up the goal. Keep doing it.