2017-08-01

What you hear all the time is the voice in your head. That's pretty much all the company you got. If that voice tells you everyday that you sucks, you are hopeless, your life has no meaning and you actually believe that's how it is. Then, dude, that's exactly what you gonna feel. Unless something extraordinary happens outside, that's the basic atmosphere inside. And you wonder why you feel low and miserable all the time.

If you wanna this lifelong company to be a depressed, negative pain in the ass nagging bullshit to you 24/7, fine, be my guest, make your life as miserable as you want.

If not,  then make this person to be more pleasant, like your loyal friend who knows what you have been through, where you come from, like the perfect parent you always dream of, who understands all your struggle and drama, and don't blame you, or tease you with your weakness, and would be patient to all your troubles and only want to help.

No one loves you? Learn what love is and make it an experiment on your self.