2019-05-08

0325

It's time to start writing English diary. Language learning is nothing more than listening, speaking, reading and writing. Fortunately, I am weak only at speaking. The problem can be seperated into two parts: 1)courage and determination; 2)sense of language. Keeping a diary will help a lot.

0327

Today we have a long discussion for our FHL(Fix Hack Learn) project. I found colleagues here not so innovative as those in Internet Company. They are kind of stubborn and not open to new technologies. However, I couldn't convince them to adopt my idea since my unfamiliarity about the ML/AI models. What I can do now is to ramp up asap and keep self-driven learning. At Microsoft we value productivity and profit. Only by agreeing with corporate values here can I work happily for a long time.

0329

FHL is due today and I should have achieved something. However, my performance is so disappointing that I've earned nothing but a few lessons. The FHL week is not only a great chance to show one's enthusiasm, execution, skills and teamwork, but also the best period for my ramping up. It's a big pity that I didn't seize the great chance and best period. So I need a change. The more proactive, the easier it is to succeed.

0402

Last night I had a terrible basketball experience. The root cause is my lack of confidence while attending a game other than training. Actually, people always expect more than their first thought. If you get an invitation, you either refuse it or give a promise to perform well. That can be extended to working philosophy. Whenever your boss or colleague assigns you several tasks, your choice really matters. You should accomplish parts of them with high quality, but don't take over the rest.

0403

How to distinguish between addicted and focused? Once I was involved in something, that could be game/zhihu/hupu etc, It's hard to drag me out. It's addicted rather than focused, since the latter brings out more positive results. The physical terminology "Impulse" equals product of force and time. You should think over the tasklist before you start coding, thus avoid frequent interruption. Keep training to set the right mindset. Man is like a single core computer. As thread switching has a lot of cost, we must design to implement resource scheduling and task management.

0404

I should have presented a more detailed self introduction. Education in WHU and SITP, Work contents in Huawei and Usho. Code quality protection tool, automated script, NLP and face recognition models. Pythoner, Virgo, excessive attention to elegant and perfect code, Linus Torvalds - Talk is cheap. Show me the code. Now focus on agile software development and reliable system design.

0415

不能再搞英语diary了，不是母语很难有所坚持，平时在onenote等工作过程中，使用英文记录就能满足训练需求。我今天醒的很早，自我定位骨子里还是追求完美，但在很多方面都做的不够好。吾日三省吾身，不是一味地追悔过去，更重要的是释放当下，把握住未来。躺在床上做深度反思，我的缺点真不少：小气、懦弱、格局低、贪图玩乐、脾气和自制力差，有些是原生家庭的影响，有些是自我性格的缺陷。今后我要用毕生的努力来消除这些短板，具体做法是预则立、勤思考、多总结，生而孤独，没有人一开始就能保证毫无差错的自我表达，抑或在众人面前侃侃而谈。凡事提前做好准备，然后抓住每次沟通的机会，来训练随机应变的能力，我也成为社交达人，并建立良好的个人口碑。

0416

最近几次weekly sync，Junjun的态度很严厉，一再强调了重复错误不该犯，作为MS SDE必须追求quality，有两点特别值得记下来：小错误大影响、尽早验证。作为领导，他也需要report给上级，犯了错不可能找借口，我们是苏州team的脸面，这个观念一定要深入内心。所以我作为一个还没来得及犯错的新人，一定要端正态度，特别重视checkin前后的validation，不仅有工作产出，还要维持正面形象，fighting！