Sorry, I didn't live like you

Tossing and turning dreams.

Why do you always sneak up on me.

But why do you hesitate.

You always say what's best for me.

It happened that I was still like this.

Sorry, I still can't live like you.

Like a lost child.

Watching the stars shime at night.

Waiting for the hope of dawn.

The expectation you said.

I don't want to look forward to mediocriy.

I deserve it.

Strive to live a life.

Akthough there are still many unkowns.

Just say it's safe.

It is good to be heakty after the expectation.

But youre not me after all.

I still can't live like you.

Vague and impermanent changes.

There are answers in time.

You once paved the way for me.

I once again overturned this answer.

You blame.

Feeling tired in insomnia.

Break into the world to find the answer.

Carnival in the stormy waves.

It's my deliberate choice.

It's not an accidental loss.

I'm really sorry, but I still can't live like you.

The answer you said.