Dear Mr. Right

Dear Mr. Right,

We have been in the relationship for about half a year. Time spent between us is so sweet and memorable. We have experienced a lot, happy and sad, the exciting and boring. But we also have quarrels, which I have never expected. I am really grateful for your tolerance. I have no idea why sometimes I suddenly become unhappy, regarding my enviness, which only brings harm to me. But I am beyond control... I want all of your love... which is imposible and not good. Cause I wanna you to also love others not only me. I want your heart as big as ocean... not like me...

Am I selfish...？ I am reflecting on this...