to bemyself

this morning,i sent messages to someone,but no respond,i feeldissapointed,i even feel i amveryweak,very embarrassed,icant doanything well isaidmore,but did alittle,icant make the home clean,makemyself clean,iseldomreadbooks,ididntfollowdouba,chuangma,duhongxin zhuren,myspeechisterroble,my englishis terrible,ievencanttreat mychild warmly,i must keep busy,comeon！