第一次感觉到上课很smoothly

昨天晚上唯一值得期待的就是凌晨一点的课程了，因为没有吐槽大会，我选择了睡一觉，从9点半开始睡，可是根本睡不踏实，10点半醒一次，11点半醒一次，最后干脆就起床了，起床以后去洗了澡，差不多0:15了，我就在我的房间里做课前准备，正在准备的时候感觉房间的灯一闪，我心里一紧，怎么有种悬疑电影的感觉呢？心里想也许有鬼，但是即使是有鬼，我也不怕，我心里一点儿都不慌呢。

结果过了一会儿又闪了一下，哎呀，我想这还没完了，那你闪吧，反正我没感觉到什么。

过了一会儿，又继续闪，这下闪的频率快了起来，强弱频率交替，我心里突然预感到这灯泡是不是老化了，要坏了呀。

结果……还差5分钟就上课的时候，这灯泡啪一下灭了，我赶紧去把开关关掉，我怕一会儿它又亮了吓我一跳（这是多么乐观啊）

整个屋子都黑了，而且没时间给自己灯光了，我还得赶紧上线，不管其他了，上线以后开始上课，因为这是第二阶段的第一节课，所以照例大家做自我介绍，我本来想今晚自我介绍我要开视频的，这下子全黑的状态也没办法开视频了，而且每次自我介绍我都是靠后的，谁让我的名字是XYZ呢……轮到我的时候，我自我介绍完，非常顺畅，对自己跟老外开口说英语的自信更有信心了。

之前在第一阶段的课程的时候，我感觉自己跟得很吃力，所以学习起来很缓慢，而且第一阶段结束以后，我是每节课都做了逐字稿，慢慢学习的，因为我知道未来我也会教这一课，所以对LYD特别重视。没想到在等第二阶段课程的过程中，我无形中给自己打了很好的基础。让我在第二阶段的课程上，听得非常顺畅，全程都能听懂，虽然我还是想做逐字稿，但是现场课程已经听得很舒服了，课程结束以后，我跟群里的中国同学说，太棒了，上完课感觉很兴奋，根本睡不着，太爽了。

今天早上在整理课程的时候，一时兴起，在班级论坛里做了一个详细的自我介绍，写完我很舒畅，若衡和Jason看了都说我写得太好了，好开心。附在文后。

Hi everyone,

I'm YiYi, My real Chinese name is Zhang Xia, xia means: the colorful light that the sun shines on the clouds at sunrise and sunset.I didn't like my name before, it was too Chinese, but these days I like my name, because the rosy clouds are so beautiful, and everyone likes to see the spectacular scene at sunrise and sunset, what a beautiful name.

I come from China and was born in Qingdao, a beautiful coastal city in eastern China. It is a tourist resort with red tile roofs, green trees, blue sea and blue sky, delicious seafood. Welcome to Visit Qingdao in the future.

As the class went on, Carol and some of our classmates' remarks struck a chord with me, and I wanted to share more about myself.

My design is a 6/2 Manifesting Generator. The authority is sacral.

As described by 6/2 Role Model/Hermit, I am now in the hermit stage, a state of complete seclusion.

When I was a little girl, I always had a sense of worthlessness. There is a Popular Chinese Internet saying "The world is not worth it", but sometimes I often do something that I care about and think is worth it.（Undefined Heart Center）

I studied Chinese language and literature in university, and got the certificate of Middle school Chinese teacher. When I graduated from university, I said to myself, "I want to be a writer or a principal."(channels & Gate 45)

However, I did not become a teacher, because I did not know how to educate children. After all, I was still a child at that time. If I taught students according to the standards set by the school, it was not my idea of education, so I gave up the opportunity to become a middle school teacher.

Because of love, I went to Shenzhen, because of love, I went to Beijing, because of love, I went to Shanghai, because of love, I stayed in Shanghai for 10 years, different boyfriends, different cities, different lives, and now I settled down in Tianjin and got married. （Undefined G Center）

As described by 6/2 Role Model/Hermit, I have three stages in my life, and by the time I'm 30, it's a trial-and-error stage. Yes, that's right. When I was in my 20s, a man who studied the I Ching told me That I should not get married until I was 30 or I would get divorced. And told me that the later I got married, the happier I would be. Yes, that's right. Because I didn't believe it that time, I got married at 26 and got divorced at 28 in Shanghai.

As described by 6/2 Role Model/Hermit, I will meet my true mate during my hermit phase, Yes, that's right. I met my husband at 32 and married him at 34.We have been happy together all these years and know that we will always be together.

So Now I live in Tianjin, a city not far from Beijing, which is called the capital of humor, because Tianjin is the birthplace of Chinese comic dialogue art.

After 30, I'm still confused about how to be myself and how to love myself, who I am, where I've come from, where I'm going, I'm still searching for answers to these questions.

At the beginning of the year, I joined a writing group, where I saw the human design for the first time, and suddenly a lot of questions were answered.

I have 9-52, the channel of concentration, is black; 18-58, the channel of judgement, is black; 57-34, the channel of power, is red & black; 16-48, the channel of the wavelength, is red!

It's perfect！

I can feel the gift that these channels give me and the person that I want to be, and that's what I've always wanted to be.

I think these talents would make me more qualified to be a journalist or talk show host, which was also my dream, but I didn't believe I can do it. （Undefined Heart Center）

I'm 38 years old, and I'm more and more convinced that I'm going to be a writer and a school principal, Because I met the human design, I came to IHDS, just want to study in the best school of the most scientific teaching system, to live out my talent, and learn to teach more students to live out their talents, do themself, love themself, I found I was able to teach knowledge of scientific and effective, so I will keep learning, and teaching more students to understand the human design in China.

Before the age of 40, I found my life direction, I think I am lucky, I will also move towards my 6/2 Role and become a model of life after the age of 50.

That's me, different colors of fireworks.

I am looking forward to more colorful study and life with you in IHDS!

With Love

YiYi