I feel upset!!!

My cousin sister just asked me how about talk with her good friend?

 I really don't konw how to properly answer this.I am lack of sense with her friend,but I am undertaking mass presure with my parents who hope that I can get married in this year,so I have to do some unwilling thing .

I really show my sincere thanks to the person who take care of me,but as a mature adult,I should have the free rights for making choice.

if you are forbided to do some reluctant thing,what will you do?