Life Is Full Of Uncertainty

My life from childhood to adulthood has been relatively smooth, the only unhappy experience is the failure in the college entrance examination, that was the lowest grade I had ever got. Even though I didn't get the chance to go to the university which I really want to go, the life in my college was relatively smooth, and the life in my first job was also relatively smooth. Although I was very dissatisfied with the life at that time , now recall it, life was pretty stable at that period.

My first job lasted 8 years and that is a steady job, the salary was not very high but was relatively stable. In the first three years I had a lot of work to do, but over the next few years, my work was relatively easy, because of easy, I begin to feel boring, but I was very happy in my spare time, so speaking in general, I was satisfied with my job at that time. But later, envious glances were cast at me, I felt uncomfortable and  I wanted to have a change.

After working for 8 years, I decided to quite my job. I had a good imagination about the future, I thought that I would be more happy in my future. But in fact, after going out from my first job, I have met a lot of difficulties and realized that life is full of uncertainty. I don't know if I can get paid tomorrow, I don't know what will happen tomorrow, the only thing I know is living for today, keeping healthy, eating regularly, learning every day, sleeping enough, and working hard to earn more money.

I have grown a lot in these few months, I have become more braver, more confident, more stronger. I still move forward even a lot of rejections and attacks come to me. I have no choice, except moving on.

For me, maybe, this is the real life.