SILENCE 寂静

Days past without a word

not a sound nor accord

wishing to know so much of you

but it seems you do not let me to

al the time it is pushing and pulling

cannot find what is the ruling

the way you see the things

is so much different than its links

why we shout and cry out loud

is it true we are not proud

to be seen with one another here

guess you wish to drink some beer

going out and having fun

things that will make me run

not toward it to enjoy the time

i have lost that feeling in my prime

I became older and so much mature

to much in my head to keep thoughts pure

business takes all my time away

so I have no freedom what can I say

yes you was right just when you told me so

all will make me worry and will not let me go

days will flow like sand

and land me travel away from my land

like a gipsy wandering around

looking for my roots at lost and found

but still thinking of you so now and than 

trying to tell myself that is all I can

feeling shit at such a moments and turn my head

sitting down and feeling sad

yes so often you had make a point of it

looking again at my diary to make it fit

just a phone cal, a voice on the other side

will do a lot to change the tide

to let a smile return

not make you feel an urn

so sorry for all i did

mistakes i made and all admit

for now everyday seems so full and packet

hope one day to get sacked

just wish to feel some hours on my own

being with you or alone

what to prefer is in my head every night 

hope one day can do it right

Arnaud van der Veere

SILENCE 寂静