Hover over the cross road

I am confused of myself and my life now.

I often think about in which way  i would live in the future.

Definately, i am not such a girl who prefer to choose a life which is easy and comfortable.As for me, it is just too ordinary. After all, I get some hobbies and i own the dream-like things.

But still, i feel lonely occasionally. I know, everyone feels lonely sometimes.Maybe that is the cruel part of being alive in the world.For me, i have never gotten rid of the feeling of being lonely，from the time when i was a little kid. All these decades，i try to find friends. I am  desperate to be gregarious.

But sometimes, i also like being alone. I enjoy the time of being quiet and talk to my soul.I love the time in which i could do what i want and get away from the noisy world for a while.

Maybe that is the contradiction of life. But that is the real life.

Go right or left, that is a question.

糊涂人生