2016-01-05 10：22

  I cannot calm myself down for I have been waiting for this phone a whole day, the past 24 hours, or maybe the past 4 days. I almost burst into tears when I received the phone telling me that I could enter the part of internship. I was....Xinhua News Agency, or Reference News, means to me, a fond dream and memory of past, of how my father was reading it. I want to realize a dream of my dear father and be a prIde of them. 
     I feel so lucky to have this opportunity, even if finally I failed, I would still appreciate. I appreciate what life has provided for me, appreciate the opportunity of coming to Beijing and studying in Renmin University of China. I am much blessed and shall continue move forward. 
     So long as man can breath or eyes can see, so long lives this, and this gives life to thee.  
    
     昨天结束了在新华社的短暂4天实习， 出来时五点半了，退了那个使用了4天的“新华通讯社”的临时证件，走出来时看了那醒目的五个大字“新华通讯社”，也不知道什么感受。真的很想能够被录用，可以自豪的告诉老爸，新华社录用我了，给他们长长脸。最终结果如何我自己真的不知道，一半告诉我有戏，一半告诉我不可能。但是还是学到了不少东西，尤其最后老师给我的译文的修改，真的觉得很爽，有不虚此行的感觉，还有郑老师真好，带我吃饭，我真的想可以和她成为同事，请她吃饭~我想不管结果如何，我已经非常幸运了，这已经是上帝对我的深深眷顾~I am much blessed! I pray for the best result, yet has to be prepared for the worst result. No worst, it's just that you failed the final test, like what happens several times ago and yet has to continue to move forward. Stay calm, nobody is responsible for you.