2019-03-09

today I spent whole day to relax.But I did not feel happy and fufilling. I feel bad because my value can not be shown and I have no work and I have no power to study.

My English is poor. So I decide to write English diary everyday. I'm not thinking what I need to do today. And I'm lying on my bed for hours. It's not good. I lose my enthusiasm to study due to my decadence.

I eat rice and some common fried food tonight outside of the school. It's not delicious enough and too expensive.After that I made a haircut. Then I go back to school and took a shower.Then I went to our department building to have a talk with my teacher.but the teacher was not there. After communicating with a senior student of him. I know that he will not be there at weekend. I need spend more time to have a contact with other people.

I seems have no personality under Chinese education. 

My English language is poor.I think I need to learn lots of expression. I just don't know what I'm going to say when I want to convey some opinion. So why not try to recite some article and know some good expression. 

I decide recite New concept English. But after I looked the article in it. I decide to recite some article about specific topic.

what I can use: 新东方口语80题，四级写作，考研英语作文，考研真题作文

Decades ago 

an elderly man gazed upon the land which he loved deeply from the rostrum of Tiananmen

He may be recalling the moment he vowed to study for the rise of the Chinese nation.

The Chang'an Avenue which millions of people bid him farewell today has been the witness of flourish and prosperity.

This prosperity is the same as you had expectation,out people are enjoying a peaceful and happy life.

you've already gotten accustomed to this today. But you might don't know how it came.

In 1969 Americans already landed on the moon .At the same time,science and technology in China were still falling behind.

Under the leadership of the Communist party of China with Mao as Chairman. We've gone along triumphantly the road to socialism.

From possessing nothing to almost everything. We've undergone a past with unimaginable difficulties.