Diary

When you don't care about who is really important or you are not important you will find you have relaxed more just because you know a sentence never put yourself in a important role for you or others. Then you will feel more relaxed.

While it is an experience for you never hurry up to catch people's attention you have to know that you are still have many details needed to improve.

I am glad you gradually keeping away some bad habits for you. And know I really appreciate everything you have insisted to write and practice the English. I can feel that you have a great progress than before. You can do it better please continue to persist it.