This is the life, this is the wo

It is long long time, I have not use English during working. I feel my English skill level is decreasing a lot which is same as my life goes down as soon as it can.

This is the fact, I can not do any thing to change maybe because of my enthusiasm of life is changing as well as the life is it.

How it could be tomorrow, I don't know. Perhaps, I need a period of time to have a rest, full-functions rest in order to inspire my spirit to be active.

Before, I consider my life is too busy to realize my meaning of the life. So, I decide come slowly. But now, when I am really give up many ideas on improving my work and my life ,to change my work to focus on family and kids, I found I was lost completely. It seems it is a trick to make me confused but who knows the truth.

This is the life, this is the work. I remember the word from my Spanish boss when he incurred problems in the work.

I have to handle it as I can.