歌-Car Park

I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heart,

初见你时 我的心跳声曾将你悄悄唤醒，

When it woke you in the car park,

你可知道 我一直耿耿于怀，

And maybe I should tell you,

或许你应该知道，

That I’ve villainised my body for too long，

我被世尘禁锢已久，

Would it help you find excuses to move on?

不知你是否钟意 借此走出迷雾，

Like I needed more excuses to be stronger,

似我般以此为力 攀上山梁，

I’m no mother，

我不是圣母，

But I’ve done a lot，

也曾翻越山脊，

To prove to those I love that they are good enough,

来向那些我爱的人证明  他们值得被爱，

I don’t believe in luck so I am giving up，

我不相信命运  所以止步于此，

I hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start,

我希望找到一个理由  为何畏惧起点处的结束，

It makes my sleeping harder,

辗转难眠，

I don’t know much about you，

我对你知之甚少，

So I’m trying not to doubt you, but in time，

却想试着对你付出我所有的信任，

I know you’ll let me down and that is fine，

但最终  你还是让我失望，

A feeling I can’t shake, it’s getting stronger，

只剩下我一人被这一缕绝望缠绕捆绑，

I’m no mother，

我无需安抚，

But I’ve done a lot，

也曾翻越山脊，

To prove to those I love that they are good enough,

来向那些我爱的人证明  他们值得被爱，

I don’t believe in luck，

我不相信命运，

I don’t believe in much，

不相信诸般许多，

Leave it all to trust or start to give it up,

要么信任  要么适时放手。