DAY 4  | LEAVING

I'm leaving, in three days.

Before college, I've never thought I'd go and study there for four years. In other words, it's not the Promised Land for me.

Before college, where I'd like to go has always been Beijing. The only dreaming place. When I was younger I even said something like 'a life without being Beijing Floater is wasted.'

Sounds stupid yeah? It just shows my willing for going there.

Life could backfire, always.

I'm leaving, in seventy-two hours.

I should feel sad. But I know I'll get used to leaving sooner or later, which allows me not to think it a big thing. While writing this I can even imagine the scene of that day.

Leaving is leaving. Something you can never avoid.

Why not enjoy it

Why not forget it

Although sometimes I also have question like

Why can't time stay at that moment

That

The only tender night

The only glory in my life

The only beauty I wanna keep

The only moonlight in my world

I know

Because it's time.