It is not a big deal

Yesterday I  failed the second driving subject which make me very depressed. I thought I was ready for this test, I thought I was confident with this test, I thought I was not nervous, I thought I definitely can pass this test, but at a result I faied.

When the Voice Announcement speak that "exam failed", I thought if  they can give me one more chance, I definitely passed the test. but only two times for the test, I have already used up, it is no more chance.

When I left the test place down in the dump, I saw the most of the face cheerful and A few of them like me very depressed. what if i would pass the test and had a cheerful face.

I want to reach the goal of getting a driver lisence which I set before. I have spent almost one month perpared for this test. It is the second time I take part in the test, in other words, I failed again. Until now when I think of this test, I feel very depressed so that I can't fall asleep. I alway move my attention to  other side so as to forget that thing.

Do I keep on depressing? Do I always get stuck in that? Definitely not.

when I said to my sisiter, she comforted me and said:" failing is also a good experience of your life, you have already seen the other side of the coin."

when I said that to one of my good friends, she said to me :" compared with what I have suffered, this thing just a very small thing," recently she have got a lot of trouble.

Yes, it is not a big deal, it is a little bit part of my life. we are what we choose, when we got trouble, we can choose what kinds of mood and what kinds of attitude to that matter.

We need the ability of resilience, we need to build resilience into ourselves. whatever we are suffering , whenever we feel depressing, when tragedy or disappointment strike, we have the ability to get though any trouble that we meet.

" what doesn't kill you make you stronger"

I tell to myself It is not a big deal.

Turn the page and move on.