The Third Year in HZAU

It has been 3 years since September 2018 that I enrolled in HZAU, partly because of my poor performance in college entrance exam. In the last year, I took many courses, for example, Maoism, systems biology, genetic engineering in this term. I can't really say that I learned a lot from these courses, but I did devote much of my time in these courses and it feels like I have learned much more.
But how time flies! I am afraid I am about to graduate in less than a year and I just have a sense that I miss here.
To be honest, HZAU is not a top uni in China. The final exams is not hard, if you get a good score in it, which means those who got a high GPA like 3.8, it doesn't really necessarily mean someone is smart and good enough to be a "bioinformatician". Nonetheless, these "TOP" students have rights to be admitted by top unis in China for master's degree without taking famous entrance exam. What's more, I don't like many stupid rules set by our college, the dean allocated a professor to help us in the first year, but the thing is, I haven't ever get any help from the professor who at least occasionally talk with me about my future or so! And the dean seems to be proud of what he has done to help us in this way. Basically, I thrived myself to learn more, and it is really quite hard.
I have never had a girlfriend and I have always dreamed that having such a person to accompany me and support each other is really gorgeous. Because of loneliness, I always have a very special feeling to those girls I meet in the street, or who share the classroom during self-study. I just want to learn more about them, I think all of this is due to my shyness developed in my childhood and a strong feeling of being superior. I need to change:)