IMPRESSED

IMPRESSED

Impressed by your look, silenced by your presence

Serene and quit you seem to be, so small to fragile

The pain of all those years has carved your face

Your softness and sweet appearance has flown away

Was it me that hurt you so much so deeply ?

The words I spook, the passion I showed were real

A feeling of sadness and a mountain of guild

Comes down on my shoulders and weighting like earth

Destruction in building a life of your own, so painful

No friends in this place, no shoulder to cry on

The one you have sacrificed all your life for

Left you cold standing alone

So much sorry I feel

I cannot express

But it weights like the earth

And make me feel really bad

Why did I do it ?

What has changed it all ?

Scattering dreams like snow in the sun

Still question myself why did it come so far

Dreams of you are still so sweet

See you running and jumping

Holding you tight

And kissing you all

But awake knowing for sure

That will never come true

I made your life like a hell Just with a goal to life for another

A dream, a task and a duty for others

You gave up your own things

And will work till it is done

When will you rest my love ?

My thoughts are flying over and over

No way for me to bring back the past

But is that what we wanted ?

No future at last.

My love never died nor famished a bit It was steady as ever

Knowing that you are the one

And no one ever will come to replace you in time

Hope you will read this in time

Do not expect any answer

But just let you know

Where ever you go I will be their

Arnaud van der Veere