赵小姐，你，怎么能让我失去了爱人的能力？
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我们靠在一起，不好吗？
从前我不敢想象，你和我分开十一个月，几乎断绝了联系，我还能活得有滋有味，除了见不到你，无法整节课望一个人，那么痴情。
我问了自己很多遍，为什么还是放不下？自卑，董卿的节目《朗读者》里一位读者说——年轻的时候在军营里生活工作，看充满活力的女孩，不能拥有却不止一个喜欢。
听到这句话的那晚，我不由看向你，你的背影于我，清晰且遥远。
蕊希说:“世界上什么最难？认清自己最难。世界上什么最伟大？爱最伟大。”
我想去爱你，接近你，融入你，为你哭，为你笑，哪怕还来不及牵手，我们也可以先互道晚安。
亲爱的赵小姐，你太美。
每天早起默默念三遍我喜欢你，三年来，我对你的喜欢，有三千遍了。
我想跟你一起逛街，一起吃饭，一起看电影，一起发现爱情。抛却顾虑，只要温暖你，那就是幸福。
在茫茫人海中相遇，我认识你，可不懂你。
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满心思念的赵小姐，我似乎找不到再多的言语形容你。再美的词藻，都是有限的，而你，流溢的活力，乐观开朗，一片美好。
都说越长大越害怕，我现在无力反驳。害怕看不到你比失去更大，因为只要你在我的视线中，我就拥有了必须变强的理由。
你已经是我人生的遗憾。
对你的喜欢，纵然固执，即使卑微，也是天下这独一份。我做不了最咸的那条鱼，捅不破这天，更放不下对你的回忆。
人呀。难以琢磨，明知没有结果，摔到头破血流，心如刀绞，恋上她，还是奋不顾身。周围的人怪我不必为一个人放弃大好河山，可我的眼里，你才是我的全世界。
1，2，3，4，5……五秒，世界上会有一个人离开，我能陪你的时间，又在码完一段话后少了多少个五秒。
《teenager life》 -- VA
Artist：Daz Sampson
Song：Teenager Life
Now hear this
'What did you learn at school today?'
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand, do they
Why do they always give advice
Saying 'Just be nice, always think twice'
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life
'What did you learn at school today?'
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand, do they
Why do they always give advice
Saying 'Just be nice, always think twice'
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life
Dwelling on the past, from back when I was young
Thinking of my school days and trying to write this song
Classroom schemes and dreams
Man they couldn't save me
Cos my days were numbered when I signed down on Avy
Teenage kicks running out what could we do
I still show respect to my boys who made it through
And getting told off Mr T how my life would be
Then giving him a signal
So everyone could see
Sunshine and shade
Those girls I'd serenade
Thinking of those sixth form chicks that misbehave
Hoping that those days would go on and on forever
Every day something new
Just friends running together
But suddenly school ends
Your teenage life gone
All your mates are growing up now
They're moving on
And now I'm looking back
I'll tell you what I know
Do you listen to your teacher?
No I don't think so
'What did you learn at school today?'
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand
Do they
Why do they always give advice
Saying 'Just be nice, always think twice'
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life
Now if you treat the kids fine, together they will shine
Ooh ooh ooh shine
And if you give the kids time, they won't do the crime
Won't do the crime
Now my bad old ways
Were during my school days
Messing on those grade A's
My life is just a haze
I'm going through the struggle
Five ten and kicking back
So I could lock my flow
Lace it up now on the track
Oh yeh I felt the pain
Whilst chasing all the fame
I'm being told I'm nothing
Just a player in the game
But now I walk tall
Stand proud for you to see
I'm driving these fast cars
It's five stars for me
'What did you learn at school today?'
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand, do they?
Why do they always give advice
Saying 'Just be nice, always think twice'
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life.
这是你高中毕业给我留的最后一首歌，我不明白，始终重复再重复，因为你的每一次给予都是我的记忆犹新。你的每一份礼物，我都珍藏如宝。
爱情里最怕的是一个人太高傲，另一个人太卑微。这一切我很清楚，公平的付出被许多人崇尚。
可是遇见你，哪里能分得清楚明白？
我喝过太多心灵鸡汤，看过很多人的恋爱理论。一直不忍心，扬了你这一把握不住沙。
以后的以后，给你带早餐的人不是我，下雨给你撑伞的不是我，生病给你买药的不是我，给你整理书桌的不是我，看你入睡的不是我，陪你聊天的不是我，替你扇风的不是我。
我做不了你的新郎，你注定不是我的新娘。我喜欢你，从第一眼，确信会延续至最后闭眼。而这些，也许你都不知道，会有一个傻子等你那么久。
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亲爱的赵小姐，你教会我独立，就是你狠下心此生不见的理由吗？
你知道我有孩子气，其实那是只有你，除了家人的你，我显露无疑。
缘分有时猝不及防，就像十三亿人口，你的电话号码跟我只有一位之差。
有段时间情绪失调，把自己持身份证的照片上传到空间，你提醒——什么样的人才能蠢到把身份证轻易公布。我立马回复，你的身份证号我也记得。
一阵冷漠，找不到该如何继续发言。似乎又把天聊死了。
虽然不承认自己是个不会说话的男孩子，但很多时候，我确实让大家都停止打字。不是找不到套路，而是“智商不够用了”，我可以放下一切手头工作，秒回你的消息，也可以陪你聊天听你哭诉。
宁愿你错怪我时间充裕，不值一提，我也还是会对你好，我不敢保证满足你的所有心愿，但能力之中，必定让你不委屈。
大学里，有太多人急忙表现自己，无论做了什么事，做好了什么，一旦有他的身影，他就要赚够一群人的关注，我把这叫——寻找不可或缺的存在感。
说实话，我也会很羡慕这种人，尽管我不愿成为其中一员。他们真的很讨女孩子欢心，不需要大量时间就能和女生熟悉，一起聊天游戏。
孤独久了，会成为一种习惯。有的人，你遇见就够了，如果是过客，何需一道刻骨铭心的痕迹。
你很好，我记下，已然足够。
不争不抢，随意随缘。
