那一夜，不经意间我听到了隔壁木板房传来了一阵阵啪啪声

那一夜，不经意间我听到了隔壁木板房传来了一阵阵啪啪声

I already issued this article three times, but all were locked by crazy jianshu. I don’t think I wrote some forbidden words. As this was my own experience,but I had no chance to tell anybody so long time. I just want to tell you a truth that love is a sacred thing. Please cherish her or him when you are falling in love.

Ten years ago, I was worked at a factory in Ningbo. I am an new  staff, so everything and everywhere is strange to me. Luckily, my superior took care of me so much, in the meantime, he was super strict to me. I need to work six days every week. I worked since 9 am until 6pm, but always work overtime, even Sunday I had to work sometimes

My life was very simple, just went to work and backed to the house which rent. I even didn’t have any friend there.

That time, I was so young, I didn’t have so much social experiences. I had to somehow sublimate the male hormones, or at least get them under controlling. As the work environment was closed so much, I didn’t have any chance to approach girls.

I rent a house in the village of the downtown. The house was made by wood. Actually that’s big house

, the owner was so smart, she spilted one big house to two small houses for renting only. But sounds insulation was so poor. I almost can hear every sounds from the neighbors.

Especially the neighbor is one young couple. But they didn’t get married yet. So sometimes I can hear they made love so violently. The sounds made me so uncomfortable.

I was so lonely.Except work, I had nothing to do. I was alone to explore everywhere, to eat,to watch TV, to go to internetbar,to read books,to go shopping etc.

I was lazy to cook, as the space of the house is too small, there is no kitchen and kitchenwares. That’s why I think it’s better to eat outside. But you know the food outside is always not so clean.

I always feel so disgusted and can’t be full.

Maybe you also have this feeling sometimes, when you eat outside, even you eat so much but still hungry. If you eat at home, very few food can make you full.

One midnight , it’s so quiet. But I was still reading books. Suddenly

I heard the neighbors were making love. At the beginning, the lady was groaned and moaned a little, little by little, she was screaming so loudly. Sounds insulation of the wood house is so poor, and they made love almost every night. The sounds made me

dysphoric. Seems there is a cat inside my heart and scratching me so hard. I can’t sleep always. Sometimes I wanted to kick the wall but I stopped.  The only thing I can do is going home late.

The tetanus downstairs also complained so much, but all were useless. Sometimes I can hear the owner was shouting loudly at her house. But they didn’t mind, still making love, as if only them were living in the world.

One day, I felt so hot and then I opened the door. The guy was smiling and walked

to my house . He said he forgot to bring the key to his door. He wanted to check if he can go through my window and get to his house. I agreed, he opened his door easily.

He found I am not talkative. So he wanted to approach me and know me.

He asked me where am I coming from, he asked me what am I doing in ningbo, he asked me how much my salary, he asked me do I have any friends here. I all answered not so clearly. I was thinking I didn’t know you how come I would tell you everything about myself.

At last he asked me do you have girlfriend, I replied no. So he knew my weakness.

He said he can introduce some beautiful girls to me. He said he came from huaian city Jiangsu province. Currently he was working at a club. He knew many girls there. He can bring me there

and introduce them to me.

The way he was talking look very proudly. He told me girls look like

clothes, you can choose and change always. His girlfriend came from Guizhou. She was pretty. And she loved him so much. Especially she was good at making love on bed.

We were neighbors,so we always can see each others. As I always worked overtime, I only saw the girl once. She looked very tall and white. The lips looked like vampire

. She had long till her waist. I had to mention that she really had a beautiful figure， especially the breast and butt were amazing.

I didn’t want to continue the topic, I asked him you were not yet married, you already had sex with her.

He replied contemptuously, I am working in the club, I saw many kinds of girls. I can change girlfriend every day. Now I just want to play with this girlfriend . I had no plans to get married with her. You were too young too simple.

I felt so disappointed when I heard about that.  We really had different values，so I think I no need to force myself to make a friend with him.

Even though I envied someone has girlfriend. But his thinking was so bad ,I totally can’t accept.

I was thinking over night. I need to move out right away. As the two windows are connected, nobody knows he will steal my valuables or not.

I lived there not beyond three month ,  I almost can’t bear the sounds when they were making love every night. I wanted to move house right away, but the owner refused me. She said I will not return the down payment if you want to move in a hurry.

I can’t bear to live there anymore. I thought the down payment was only two hundred,  I had to give up as long as I can leave there soon.

Finally I got a chance to moved out quietly. As I really didn’t want to get approach to such a man who didn’t want to cherish a girl. And then I didn’t want later he would borrow money from me.

The key point was the sounds of making love, which was so annoying .

Having sex before married is very nomal.But I just felt so disgusting with his attitude. He was a play boy, he felt do proud as he slept with many girls.

Love is a beautiful thing, everyone wants to have. And then if they love each other so much, they can make love, this is nothing concerned by others. But on some people’s eyes, love is not a sacred thing but making love. They don’t think sex will lead to marriage, Theo just want to have pleasure.