About doubt.

If you have doubt or doubts about something, you feel uncertain about it and do not know whether it is true or possible. If you say you have no doubt about it, you mean that you are certain it is true.

Extracts：

It's about getting rid of limitations, of barriers, whether it's the fear of failure, something that we didn't have as kids.

I want to give up the thing what I’m doing at least for thousands of times.

When there are some obstacles in the whole process, I always want to let it go and don’t feel like to face it, even figure out the problems. I can hear there is a voice exists in the dark corner but everywhere, it says, ‘the thing what you do is totally useless, do not insist it anymore, that’s all is just waste of your precious time, so go to do something happy and joyful, like watching movies or just pick up the phone, what is more interesting than the pain in study.’

Then the bad thing gradually happen, I truly slow down the pen in my hand and begin to think about the meaning of the balance of all the pain and reward. It’s obviously unfair.

Finally I give up, and stand up leave it away.

Time and time again, I did nothing completely. Success is just a unreachable dream.

How can I see the thing like it happen in my life?Why I let my problems hit me on the ground, but I did nothing? Sometimes I think maybe I’ve got used to it, after all it’s has been so many years.

It’s reminds me the word, ‘learned helplessness’, which means that a kind of psychology of passive and negative in the process of learning something.

But why have doubts on myself easily? Why not go all out? Just once is different, didn’t it right? I ask myself.

Maybe there is one day I’ll change, I think.

But why not today? From today, to do the best. It’s sounds easy, but I’m fear of listening to it, because I never done it before, and I’m really disappointed in myself.

The series of questions jump up from my mind.

It's like have formed a vicious circle.