Shameless itself

Come to me and we will talk she said

one simple sentence and my day rains

Gave me a name and made me a life

But darling I am not yours

Love me as you like

But I won’t promise to pay you back

She was my only option

As I was to her

While we constantly regret that choice

Am I her reflection

Or the twisted darkness

She close the gate or I gave up long time ago

She brought me to this world

Mine to figure out the reason why

You push your ideas on me

You tell me how to do things

You raise me to be your shadow

Now it’s my turn to shut you out

What is unconditional love

I never feel it from you

I dare to ask your support

But it comes along with your terms

Make me proud

Make me rich

Make all my scarification worthy

They say growing is understanding

Maturing is forgiving

Shall I play you the same question

“What do you want

Could you stop making trouble

Leave me some respect if you have any”

Why bother to find the way out, you will never be tired of drawing me another forest

Save your lecture, your words seed inside of me.

In your dictionary, I’m not good enough

I was born to deserve all your cruelty,

Let it sharpen my spirit

Cause one day

I will be healed.