dont erosion my soul when i was

this days,i am too sad and with a complicated and changable emotion（sentiment/mood），i lost 3 books in the reading-room yesterday，i hate the stolen people，i know a boy seemed like me，but i just want to make friend with him，i must be keep distance with him,and maintain independent and keep myself. i hope that all the things will be smoothly and tranquil（undisturbed）.i hope that i will be going not bad in the end，thanks god

the social routines is so terrible everytime when i think about，i am so cherish my college life very much，i am persistence and i am not afraid never.

whenever i am surrounded by frightened ，i want to immerse in english and artistic.i want to forgot everything and get away from the dim world.i dont want to think more,i just want to solve the everything about now

i just only have the limited time to learn,i dont want to lose it just like i missing the high school time and life

i always,want to cry due to that i dont want to lose