“总有一句文案是在写自己”

我当然知道人都是会变的，也从未指望过你永远如初，但感觉到你对我不似从前的时候，还是忍不住偷偷难过了很久

Of course I know that people will change, and I never expected you to be the same forever, but when I felt that you weren’t the same as before, I couldn’t help but feel sad for a long time.

那个被你果断拉黑的人在另一个地方悄悄关注你，在无数个脆弱的夜里，忍了一万次想联系你的冲动，这些，你都不知道吧

The person who was decisively blocked by you is paying attention to you quietly in another place. In countless fragile nights, he has endured the urge to contact you ten thousand times. You don’t know this, right?

反正我已经为我们的关系努力过了，但是既然你不愿意，那算了啊。主动真的很累，还是选择随性吧

Anyway, I have worked hard for our relationship, but since you are unwilling, then forget it. It’s really tiring to take the initiative, so choose to be casual

我也想像其他女孩子一样，不开心了就甩态度删除拉黑闹脾气，可是我不能，我一闹就什么都没有了

I also want to be like other girls. When I’m upset, I’ll get rid of the bad temper, but I can’t. When I make a fuss, there’s nothing left.

我已经没有什么伟大抱负了，光是凭爱你这件事，已经让我摇摇欲坠了

I don’t have any great ambitions anymore, just by loving you, I’ve been shaky

以前我发生些有的没的都想告诉你，可你什么都不说，我以为你本就沉默寡言，可面对喜欢的人，再沉默也会滔滔不绝吧

I wanted to tell you something that happened before, but you didn’t say anything. I thought you were taciturn, but in front of the person you like, no matter how silent you are, you will talk endlessly.

其实那些坎我一个都没过去，真的

Actually, I didn’t go through any of those hurdles, really

我好像只能袖手旁观的看着你喜欢别人

I seem to just stand by and watch you like others

你假装不懂，我也故作轻松，错过就错过，人嘛，总要有点性格

You pretend not to understand, I also pretend to be relaxed, and if you miss it, you will miss it. People, always have a personality

我差一点就要碰到星星啦，真的，只是后来天亮了，梯子没稳，我摔下来了，再后来啊，我连抬头看看星星都不敢了

I was almost about to hit the stars. Really, it was only after dawn and the ladder was unstable. I fell off. Later, I didn’t even dare to look up at the stars.

我承认我烦人，我幼稚，我粘人，我爱乱想，可你从来不会去想我为什么会这样，你知不知道你毁了我好多温柔

I admit I'm annoying, I'm naive, I'm clingy, I like to think about it, but you never think about why I am like this, do you know you ruined me so much tenderness

我不知道自己一直都在执着些什么？但我知道，我一直都在为难自己

I don't know what I have been clinging to? But I know, I have been embarrassing myself

我栽了个跟头，我爬了起来，我站了很久，我要走了，我走了

I stumbled, I got up, I stood for a long time, I'm leaving, I'm leaving

我现在很乖了，不谈恋爱了，也不等你了

I'm so good now, I don't fall in love anymore, and I won't wait for you